Do tablets for depression work? Not for me 

I went on tablets last August after a total meltdown last summer.  But I have to say they haven’t worked very well at all. They’re meant to help; but in my case they didn’t do much at all.  When I started on them the anxiety was very bad and thankfully on that side of things… Continue reading Do tablets for depression work? Not for me 

A quick update…..

So, 2017 has not started very well at all. Today I was due to see be at the mental health services; but a letter arrived from them today (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!😡), saying due to unforseen circumstances that I couldn’t do. It’s been put back to the 8th of February. Initially it was meant to be the 4th… Continue reading A quick update…..

2016: The worst year of my life; but one I’ll never forget 

2016. A dreadful year for me personally. It was even worse than 2007 when my dad died.  The first four months were great. Lots of sales on redbubble, having feelings for someone who at the time I thought was a wonderful lady. Kimi doing well in the championship helped too.  Things went downhill fast. Very… Continue reading 2016: The worst year of my life; but one I’ll never forget 

Is there such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people?

As a kid, at least for me, you would see families and I would have thought that they are having a normal life. After all these years of depression and the loss of my dad; I’d definitely question if there is such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people. Obviously people… Continue reading Is there such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people?

The depression is at it’s worst at this time of the year

On Friday, I’ll turn 25 years old. I should be a young man enjoying life, working and visiting places all over the world. Instead I have severe depression and anxiety, a terrible memory and fighting dark thoughts + massive fatigue on a daily basis. The depression is so bad I can’t work at the moment.… Continue reading The depression is at it’s worst at this time of the year

Describing what goes on in my head when I feel very depressed

If you do struggle with depression and mental health like me, it’s probably best if you don’t read this. Today I’m not feeling too bad but the previous couple of days have been extremely tough. I usually wake up at 7am or so and quite quickly you know how the day is going to go… Continue reading Describing what goes on in my head when I feel very depressed