Do tablets for depression work? Not for me 

I went on tablets last August after a total meltdown last summer.  But I have to say they haven’t worked very well at all. They’re meant to help; but in my case they didn’t do much at all.  When I started on them the anxiety was very bad and thankfully on that side of things… Continue reading Do tablets for depression work? Not for me 

Trying to describe myself as best I can when I don’t feel depressed

Something a bit different to the usual stuff I write; but it’s still about myself. Quiet Very much a person who doesn’t speak much. In fact barely. I was like this even before my dad died. I would definitely describe myself as an introvert person. I prefer to let the big personalities talk when I… Continue reading Trying to describe myself as best I can when I don’t feel depressed

Is there such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people?

As a kid, at least for me, you would see families and I would have thought that they are having a normal life. After all these years of depression and the loss of my dad; I’d definitely question if there is such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people. Obviously people… Continue reading Is there such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people?

For me the little things in life are the most important

Life is strange. You could see it as studying, working and then dying. On the other side you can grab it and have fun, travel the world and be totally happy with yourself. Is life that simple though? Definitely not. It’s very complicated, stressful, tough and in my life at the moment; a daily struggle… Continue reading For me the little things in life are the most important

2007: The death of my dad and the year that changed everything forever

Last Friday it was the tenth time where I’ve ‘celebrated’ my birthday without my dad on this planet. Christmas will be our tenth Christmas without him here. In June ’17 it will be the 10th anniversary of his death. 2007 should have been a great year in my life. My hero won the Formula One… Continue reading 2007: The death of my dad and the year that changed everything forever

The depression is at it’s worst at this time of the year

On Friday, I’ll turn 25 years old. I should be a young man enjoying life, working and visiting places all over the world. Instead I have severe depression and anxiety, a terrible memory and fighting dark thoughts + massive fatigue on a daily basis. The depression is so bad I can’t work at the moment.… Continue reading The depression is at it’s worst at this time of the year