I went on tablets last August after a total meltdown last summer. But I have to say they haven’t worked very well at all. They’re meant to help; but in my case they didn’t do much at all. When I started on them the anxiety was very bad and thankfully on that side of things… Continue reading Do tablets for depression work? Not for me
2016. A dreadful year for me personally. It was even worse than 2007 when my dad died. The first four months were great. Lots of sales on redbubble, having feelings for someone who at the time I thought was a wonderful lady. Kimi doing well in the championship helped too. Things went downhill fast. Very… Continue reading 2016: The worst year of my life; but one I’ll never forget
Something a bit different to the usual stuff I write; but it’s still about myself. Quiet Very much a person who doesn’t speak much. In fact barely. I was like this even before my dad died. I would definitely describe myself as an introvert person. I prefer to let the big personalities talk when I… Continue reading Trying to describe myself as best I can when I don’t feel depressed
As a kid, at least for me, you would see families and I would have thought that they are having a normal life. After all these years of depression and the loss of my dad; I’d definitely question if there is such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people. Obviously people… Continue reading Is there such a thing as a normal life for the majority of people?
Last Friday it was the tenth time where I’ve ‘celebrated’ my birthday without my dad on this planet. Christmas will be our tenth Christmas without him here. In June ’17 it will be the 10th anniversary of his death. 2007 should have been a great year in my life. My hero won the Formula One… Continue reading 2007: The death of my dad and the year that changed everything forever
On Friday, I’ll turn 25 years old. I should be a young man enjoying life, working and visiting places all over the world. Instead I have severe depression and anxiety, a terrible memory and fighting dark thoughts + massive fatigue on a daily basis. The depression is so bad I can’t work at the moment.… Continue reading The depression is at it’s worst at this time of the year
This blog post talks about trust. Let’s start with the official definition from Oxford dictionary Truth: Firm belief in the reliability, truth, or ability of someone or something. Before I properly get into this post, I should definitely point out I’ve lied many times since my dad’s death. Especially from 2010-2014. That was unacceptable and I… Continue reading Be careful who you trust; a harsh lesson I’ve learned this year