What happens on days when I have very bad depression

I’ve written in previous posts about my depression which I’ve had since 2007. But in this post I’ll talk about what I do on particularly bad days. As in actions. This year has been the toughest mentally by a long way. Since May and especially May to August was incredibly difficult. I would sit on… Continue reading What happens on days when I have very bad depression

Max Verstappen and his fanatical fans should show some respect to other drivers

Max Verstappen is clearly a big talent and he should become a world champion in the future if Red Bull can give him a car capable of winning every weekend. He’s a very good overtaker as well and at times has shown maturity way beyond his years. His tyre management masterclass in Spain to take… Continue reading Max Verstappen and his fanatical fans should show some respect to other drivers

Describing what goes on in my head when I feel very depressed

If you do struggle with depression and mental health like me, it’s probably best if you don’t read this. Today I’m not feeling too bad but the previous couple of days have been extremely tough. I usually wake up at 7am or so and quite quickly you know how the day is going to go… Continue reading Describing what goes on in my head when I feel very depressed

Be careful who you trust; a harsh lesson I’ve learned this year

This blog post talks about trust. Let’s start with the official definition from Oxford dictionary Truth: Firm belief in the reliability, truth, or ability of someone or something. Before I properly get into this post, I should definitely point out I’ve lied many times since my dad’s death. Especially from 2010-2014. That was unacceptable and I… Continue reading Be careful who you trust; a harsh lesson I’ve learned this year